sweet ECSTASY

#np Rainy Heart - Heo YoungSaeng ft Kim Kyujong

2011-05-15T19:24:00.001+08:00

Friends we used to be once, may not be now, and may never be ever. But the friendship was once, to me now, that friendship we used to be will always be.

Farewell

To whom I once used to be

I'm leaving

A place I once falled

For another that I will soar.

--By, Ecstasy(myself)

#np HYS - Let It Go

2011-05-14T02:08:00.001+08:00

Ah! Just finished the first week of IGCSE. Felt a little relaxed, but I'm still working hard for all papers to come. I think I did okay for the first week. Questions ain't so bad, but, I'm expecting the tougher ones that will definitely come out next week.

Anyway, today is Friday 13th~ It's SS501 HEO YOUNSAENGIE's first solo comeback stage in KBS Music Bank. I watched it live & it's awesome!!! I've ordered his album too, a waste to miss out such a great one! I thought the girl rapping was supposed to be 4Minute's Hyuna, how come is Park JuHyun? Anyway, Youngsaeng & her looked great too!

Oh, good news! HyunJoong & KyuJong came to support Youngsaeng too!!!!

Now we can all relaxed that SS501 still remain intact!! I've been staring at this picture for a while now because it's so sweet & precious! *wipes tears* Hehe, HyunJoong looked so 'taiko' here..and they all looked like gangsters! A VERY VERY VERY SUPER CUTE 'GANG'! Aww, but don't you think HyunJoongie have gotten a little bit thinner like Love Like This promotion? T___T Anyhow, someone seriously need to edit the photo & insert Mal & Baby inside!!!

And this is the link to a super funny macros about the photo! Well, if you can read chinese, that is. Hehe!

Break out! & share the world~

2011-04-26T22:32:00.000+08:00

On 15.04.11, was my graduation day. Okay, this is just for my memory's sake so I posted this up. I was really, really surprised that day because many people whom I don't expect to turn up, turned up! And for god's sake, they were so gorgeous beyond words.

Taken from David's facebook.

Never knew you guys could be this perfect.

You see? Ain't they looked smart in those tux & suits. Gahh.. they looked completely different compare to them wearing school uniforms. Well, only KwanHaw was in casual attire that day, others were wow..I really did get stunned when I entered the class, the first person I saw was William, and I did 'WOW' to myself.

What's more surprising is that after we, 3 girls, came back from changing, all of them arrived, mind you, I almost fainted at that instant seeing them looking sooo...should I use the word 'hot'? I don't know but they looked different than Surians even if Surians were to wear something like this. Our guys have the charisma in them, don't they? *wink* Heehee, well, just to be a little '38' here, totally love love love MingWay & SiangChen on that day 'coz I think they look the hottest that day! Haha, I'm giggling in front of the screen right now. They all looked like bridegrooms~

Apparently on that day, the guys took more photo than the girls, and they went around the classes looking like celebrities taking photos with everyone & teachers too. Should I shove them up here? Well, all the photo credits belongs to David & Mingway.

The next picture, don't get shocked, but it's just us, the 3 girls in the same dress with three different colors bought together in Jusco Cheras Selatan the day before the graduation:

Yes, shut up. I looked fat, needless to say because I've gained like 7kg in 3 months, and I have double chin with flabby arms and my collarbone also cannot be seen already, and I'm so not proud to admit this but I have to before you tell me this.

Never mind that, I always get so angry that I'm fat already. But yeah, ta-da! My smokey eyes were done by WaiSen & Ms. Jeyeng. Ha, that's why it looked a little weird 'coz it's not done by the same person, so it looked different. Don't I look the oldest in the photos? Yes, I'm the MAMA of the day with two daughters. People never knew that I'm only 16 and the one in the pink dress is 17. Somehow, I looked like I'm pregnant in the second pic. Anyway, people complimented on our dressings that it looked nice yada-yada~

The early morning, aside from the guys going around snapping photos & playing games & talking, the girls put on makeups and walked around, making sure the buffet preparation that Year 11 'organized' for the teachers was running smoothly. It cost around RM1000 for the whole buffet thing, but it's nice, a little too spicy for me though 'coz it's sorta like Indian-ish food.

We lined up in 2 rows facing each other at the studio door where the buffet took place at around 1pm to welcome the teachers. I was smiling all the way, and it wasn't a pretend one, it was natural there, I guess it was truly & sincerely from my heart that I was happy.

When all the teachers were almost inside, some of us like MingWay, David, J-Sern 'transformed' into a bouncer to chase away all the students. Hehee, the guys really looked like real bouncers in their suits ^^

At 2pm, went up to the hall for the performances. I didn't really get to see & enjoy the performance 'coz I wasn't wearing my specs, but Ms.Melanie, Ms. Jeyeng, Mr.Naz, Ms. Lily dressed up as students & went up the stage to perform. Others performances were great, just that I couldn't see clearly. Then, it was the Year 11's queue!

To make us look nice walking up the stage, we 3 girls took 3 guys to walk with us. Josephine took MingWay (they looked damn perfect), WaiSen with Alan, and me with MingYang. Yes, very sad because I wanted to take SiangChen but don't know why when it was about time to walk up the stage, I just grabbed him -.-. Anyway, lotsa claps for us~ Oh, and and, when we entered into the hall before this, we were like total celebrities because everyone was cheering for us.

We sang Breakway by Kelly Clarkson. Yeah, I sang. No idea where I got the courage from, but I was standing in front of the mic on the stand, singing. Maybe not in front, but I was the closest to it. In the center. There were 2 other mics - one by WaiSen, Josephine & MingWay & another by William. I sang loud enough okay..almost teared up singing it because we're all singing it. For some unknown reason, I actually enjoyed being up there singing. -.-

And then, there's a 'prize giving' ceremony for us, we were each given chocolates made by Ms. Jelita, cards & something like a photo frame. The pens were given by all the teachers from the funds collected by themselves. Oh, couldn't get the photo of the chocolate because I've eaten it. Sorry :P

Before waving goodbyes to each other, I hugged almost everyone including Ms. Rupneet and that 'person'. Maybe it's the last day so I thought it would be alright to hug him just once, to clear out all our so-called misunderstandings towards each other..well. And I'm so dumb to hug that 'classmate' of mine too. A little disgusted but I guess wouldn't mind much 'bout that.

So, I guess the most gentleman-liked is MingWay because he came to me for a hug instead a casual one. At first, I thought he didn't want to hug as he walked away from me. But, he came to me because there's a table between us. Aww, he's such a sweetheart! It was really a warm hug compared to other guys 'coz he really put him arms around me though I tried to struggle away, feeling a little uncomfortable because who knows he might touched the layer of fats around my waist.

Okay, so this sums up the graduation. It was an unorganized graduation because there's no proper regalia and hats for us, no certificate too. Oh..what am I thinking...IGCSE is not over yet!

Anyway, here's some photos of the guys taken from their Facebook. Sadly, there's only 2 photos of the girls, the above one.

Now..do you see the difference between guys with uniform & guys with suits? ^^

James Bond??

The 007? Shoulda crop out the one on the right so this pic would be PERFECT!

Another day, another night, some day.

2011-04-26T02:39:00.000+08:00

I, had, actually, graduated from high school, and, I couldn't believe it because I thought this would come slower, anytime, just not now.

Graduated on 15.04.11. Yes, it's not an easy date to remember, but it will eventually be one of the date that marked my most memorable day in my life. Thanks to all my Year 11 classmates for carving so many sweet memories in my heart. Not to mention, the really bad ones too, that's alright because even the bad & perverted jokes you all had made, there's funny humor in it. Besides, you all understand 'Enough is enough' and never go over the par unless if you have to. Yes, I mean you two, How J-Sern & Lexus!

How could I forget you the 'Coconut Brothers'? I liked these two brothers because they're very good with words, although they might be totally the opposite in using it. Ming Way, was good at talking when arguing over a science question, though it's really a stupid he'd asked. Oh, even when we laughed at your jokes at the first thought because we think it's senseless, it actually did make sense if we'd given it a second thought. The infamous one:

Teacher: Hmm..we can't seem to fit all the tables in this room...

MingWay: Ms.Rupneet, I've got an idea! Why don't we shift that table *pointing to the teacher's desk* there *pointing to the corridor outside* and turn all the tables facing the window? Then we have enough space *laughs*

Teacher: yeah...Wait, no. I know you hate me but other teachers still have to teach.

MingWay: But that's a good idea! *big grins*

Haha, this was the one where I bet I can remember til' my hair turns all white. As for his little brother, I shall not say a word about him as I might turn a little vulgar against him. Yes, sorry about that but I can't seem to forgive what he'd said & done to me & my friends. Still, we still can be extremely normal classmates :)

Oh, our class little shorty - WaiSen. You might be a year older than me, but I looked much older than you :P And thanks a lot for the eerie smokey makeup on the last day of school or should I say, our 'graduation' day.

And to the Koreans, although there's not much interaction with you guys, but it's been really fun being classmates with you. Especially Park Jae-Sun, you've been one of the longest classmates to me ever since I stepped into this school 2 years ago. Thank you William, David, Alan & Christina. :)

There! The two nerds of the class - Jeremy & KwanHaw. Not much 'scenes' with two of you too, but I hate you for scoring all the jackpot everytime! I'm just joking, but I'm glad you two turned out to be like other guys like Lexus & SiangChen too in the end. You two can be dorky sometimes too ^^. Stop stealing Jeremy's stationeries, KwanHaw. And ask properly for your things, Jeremy Heeeeheeee~

Although you'd already left this school before we do, Yun Yi, we still remember you, no worry! Don't know why but everytime we organized something like the class sales, we always wished how great it would be if you were here with us. Thank you for lifting me up when I'm down :). And. :D Thanks a lot for pulling me to SS501 addictions. kekee~

Last but not least, Josephine who have been there when I needed her. Wouldn't say much because I'm afraid I might take up all your screen reading it. Thank you, my friend for being, my friend.

Now, enough of this post, who knows you might be snoozing off already, no! Not yet, I still have more to say, proceed to the next post! -despite it's 2.25am now-

P/S - Sorry if I had missed out anyone.

P/P/S - The colors represent the color that reminds me of them. Though some colors ain't available in blogspot, and I'm too lazy to attach the code.

Will you?

2011-04-10T15:50:00.000+08:00

I don't know whether you'll get pissed off if you get this sort of question, but I surely did. I mean, what's with the millions of 'of' in the question?! And what really got on my damn last nerve is that the solution to it is just: M = Fxd. Why did all those people who set the questions need to make the questions sound so complicated when the answer is so obvious. And y'know what..that 0.2m is already stated clearly in the diagram. FGS..

Blah..sorry for ranting here. Maybe I'm receiving too much pressure from exam. Oh, and the forecast results are out. I think it's the MOCKS results. I've got pretty satisfied grades, but everyone in English as First Language got C. So, that..looks really bad. Looking on the bright side, a C in EFL is good enough already! But...yeah...

It's official...less than 31 days before IGCSE exam. WORK HARD EVERYONE!! :D

Something had been bothering me. The graduation high tea at Shangri-la next Saturday. Apparently, there's a little complication about the money we raised because it's been taken away & we thought we're supposed to keep the money. Maybe they thought we're doing it for the charity..well..no! And, I needa find a nice dress. It's just a high-tea, probably after that, I'm going to Pavillion, and I hate wearing dresses to shopping.

25-year-old HORSE!

2011-04-03T15:47:00.000+08:00

I know I shouldn't be blogging now, but since I have a little spare time now for finishing my Economics Paper 6 15 minutes earlier, I came here to wish Park JungMAL a big big

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNGMINNIE!

STAY HAPPY FOREVER & YOU KNOW YOU ARE NOT ALONE

YOU AIN'T JUST A ~~NORMAL HORSE~~

YOU ARE A HORSE

THAT ALWAYS MAKE THE FIRST MOVE TO EVERYTHING

AND THAT IS WHAT MAKE YOU

SPECIAL

My destiny

2011-04-01T00:24:00.000+08:00

Yes, we know Jungmin. *coughs*.

It's already 12a.m of April's Fool. Yeah, no fun. All my friends in MSN were offline, so I can't pull out my original plans on them. It's okay, let's just treat 1st April 2011 as a normal day. Like a plain day like everyday.

3rd April is JungMinnie's birthday!!! Hehee, I'm so excited to celebrate his birthday although he could not come to Malaysia for fanmeeting :(.

Ah, also, it's officially 39 days away from IGCSE starts. I don't know, there's somehow a mixture of feelings inside me that is slowly arising from deep within. A feeling I want to take this test as quick as possible, so I can know where do I stand. A feeling that I want to get this over with as soon as possible so I can set free to whatever I've always wanted to do. A feeling I want to do this exam so I can know & prove all the while the revision I'd been doing is worth the while. A feeling I don't wanna do the test because everything seems to end so soon. A feeling I wanna drag this longer because I'm scared & unsure of what to do next. A feeling I wanna stay a little longer so I can resolve my problems before I go.

Yes, of course, I haven't really given a thought of how am I supposed to solve my personal problems. Too much of dillema. And, how could I possibly have the time to set my mind on other things when I don't even have enough time to complete my revision in 24 hours? Basically, I've counted it, I need 28 hours a day to accomplish everything before I can rest. So, you can guess, I sleep at 4am every day, doing revision, ignoring the time & tiredness.

One good thing about me is that I can easily shrug away all the fears & tiredness or whatever it is off me if I concentrate on other things. Like doing my revision. I get so fully absorbed that I don't notice the world around me. Maybe that's one of the reason why I get so left behind when everyone had started going their own new, different path. I'm still behind this starting line, warming up?

Aside the good thing, I fall sick easily if I realized I'm stressed, maybe that's why I have to make myself not to realize that?

Okay, I promised, before I end my high school life, I'll resolve the problems, no matter how hard it takes.

Here is what kept me confident:

I have no time to think about other things now. It's my own future I'm fighting for, and I know I am important.

This..crazy love

2011-03-21T23:45:00.000+08:00

It's been another while since I blogged the last time. Honestly, 24 hours a day is never enough for me nowadays when the IGCSE is on the horizon, 9th May, more like..

First paper will be Maths Paper 2. I supposed Paper 2 isn't that tough, but I've done 5 past year papers, & the marks weren't what I was expecting when I was doing the paper. Tricky questions that fool us so easily..

I'm doing Biology revision now on enzymes, well, this topic in IGCSE is practically short & easier than the SPM syllabus. I did SPM questions anyway, did no harm. Besides, it was rumored that SPM graduates always do better in A-levels as compared to O-levels graduates. Of course, both graduates have their specialities in them, O-levels requires more out of the box thinking, and you have to apply the basics you've learned on different daily life obstacles, what's more is that, the answers aren't easy to find & it's not even written in the books. -.-

Oh well, I have to be an all-nighter today, it seems, because I still have Add.Maths questions to do. I'm really afraid of Add.Maths because my confidence in it is running all-time low now. The only subject I'm confident enough with is Economics. rawr...

Let's change a topic, shall we? Don't know whether if this is some sort of April's Fool joke or what, but the two major events I orginally expecting to attend were both bloody cancelled by the organizers themselves - Need Entertainment & RedStar Entertainment. I was really hoping to attend Jungmin's fanmeeting & JYJ's world tour concert in Malaysia.

JYJ - cancelled because organizers did not get any reply from JYJ's company, so they decide to not organize it anymore.

Jungmin - perhaps lack of fans buying ticket? Hey, it's your fault Mr.Organizer. You didn't promote or advertise it well on media or anything, people wouldn't know. And you have to understand, we are all just mere student that lives on our standardized pocket money every month..

Sigh..so I was really upset because I was really expecting a lot for this two events. Gahh...

Kyu turns 24 on 24.02.11

2011-02-24T18:36:00.000+08:00

Before I say anything for today, I won't be updating much nowadays because I just shifted house, and the connection in my new house is really bad. Anyway, IGCSE is also coming up, no?

For the main dish of the day, and it is the reason why I'm here is because:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 24TH KYU JONG!

May your 501 wishes and more be fulfilled sweetly today!

Heehee, I've also bought a cake in commemoration of my sweetest Kyu's birthday, a vanilla flavoured cake! It's written on top '501 Forever Center, Happy 24th Birthday, KyuJong! 2KJDREAM'. with red frosting. (I don't like the red colour,though)

2kjdream is Kyu's twitter account, and I thought it sounds cool on my cake. Anyway, many many many many many many many many best wishes & luck to KyuJong!!

P/S - I'll upload the photos next time. Argh..so many broken promises made.

#nowplaying JYJ - Empty

2011-02-10T23:44:00.000+08:00

I have nothing much to blog today, and will upload my CNY photos tomorrow.

Xiah Junsu's English.......

Don't Fail.

It's what I called as a....

GAG!

Junsu: Oh my god, sun!

CNY in SG!

2011-02-07T14:08:00.000+08:00

Hihihi! I'm back from my CNY so-called 5-days vacation in Singapore! I absolutely love it & even skipped school today due to late night slumber.

First off, it feels totally great to see my eldest sister, mum & bro again. We didn't stayed in the hotel, instead, we lived in a condo my sister rented. Im'ma tell you honestly, it's a super awesome condo with loads of white people, olympic size pool, gym, parking lots, barbeque stand, and more! It comes with a price, too. Don't wanna reveal the exact amount, because it might scares you. But, it's worth it because you can easily take the cab or bus nearby to the nearest MRT station which is 2 minutes away.

Day 1, 1.01.11
Arrived in Singapore at 2.27 p.m. It was raining, but everything was cleared out with the warm welcome from my mum & sis. Oh, great news too! My JungMin's Not Alone album also arrived minutes before! And..my Persona in Seoul album!! Love it love it love it!

Had a quick bite in the house & off we went to a nearby supermarket called ShengSiong for new year's grocery shopping. Loads of people but the atmosphere was great!

Day 2, 2.01.11
Stayed at home whole day, went down to swim in the pool with my family. Guess who we've met? It's Justin Bieber look-a-like. Let me tell this very interesting story to you:

Daddy was enjoying himself in the hot tub while my little sis & two cousins were in the pool at the other side, brother sitting near the hot tub, me & my sisters sitting under the shade.

Just then, JB came & jump straight into the hot tub. Daddy called my little sister there's a handsome dude next to him. Bro told my sis that he looked like Justin Bieber in Chinese and saw JB smiling a little, so we guess he understood Chinese. Little sis came & sit next to brother with a sexy looking pose. Little sis fell in love with JB. But, daddy finished soaking in the hot tub & we went back to the house, little sis was very sad. But, she went down to the pool every morning & evening, wanting to see JB. With a very lame reason: 我要吹新加坡风.

Day 3, 3.01.11
Went to Bugis with my mum & dad & sisters for CNY praying thingy. For the very first time, I saw people holding joysticks walking as if it was a parade into the temple. Mum & dad went to the temple only, so my sisters & I waited outside a shopping centre because it was drizzling.

Then, we went to a different shopping centre for lunch at McD. Eldest sister & I went to Sakae Sushi to buy yusheng. It's pretty pricey, for 26 pieces of salmon, a large set for 6-10 person costs S$48.90! Oh, and I saw HyunJoongie poster at TFS. Went near it & touched it because all the shops were closed anyway.

Day 4, 4.01.11
-skipped because it's almost similar to Day 2-

Day 5, 5.01.11
Universal Studio, here I come! USS is totally recommendable for everyone! ^^

Roller coaster rides are epic, no lies. Revenge of the Fallen Mummy, and the one in Sci-Fi & Far Far Away Land are all E-P-I-C. Sci-Fi is awesome because the roller coaster ride was divided into two different tracks - blue & red. I took the blue track because the description sounds less scarier than the red one. I regretted it because the blue track goes as high up as a 14-storeys building & it turned 360 degree high up in the air. Scary but E-P-I-C. The red track sounds scary, but it doesn't look so scary, but it feels as scary as the blue track.

As for the Revenge of the Fallen Mummy, it's pretty much like what I've learned in Physics, this time, I'm experiencing it. Butt feels like it's falling off! Haha, but my sister's spectacles did fell off.

Oh, there's absolutely too many things to talk about. Well, I might just as well advise you to just go to USS and experience the fun for yourself.

P/S: I saw Ai Li in USS too! What a small, small world!

Day 6, 6.01.11
My vacation ends here with lotsa sweet memories to be treasured deep in my heart.

Of course, there's a lot of things that I've left out, because there's too many things to tell & you know, I'm not exactly a good story teller.

P/S: Photos to be uploaded soon.

#nowplaying Fallen leaves - JYJ

2011-01-31T23:15:00.004+08:00

Super awesome video! HyungJun kissed HyunJoong! DOUBLE HJ FOR THE WIN!
And very randomly, this concert happened to be on my mum's birthday. Though I didn't know SS501 & absolutely a non K-pop fan before 17th June 2010, but I did have fun on my mum's birthday last year, & I believed SS501 & TS did too :). And all thanks to YunYi who showed part of the class SS501 - Love Ya video, I've become a TS too! I was actually mesmerized by JungMin :P

It's been very gloomy over this 2 days. It seemed like the sky is very upset, tears kept falling, sometimes slowly, sometimes heavily. What's the matter, Mr.Sky? We've done something wrong that hurt you so badly? -yes-

Really hope the rain stops soon, because it is causing floods everywhere in Malaysia! Bless everyone be safe & stay home if possible (even home isn't a safe place anymore now in some flatter & lower region).

I'm jumping so excitedly right now because JungMin will be in HyungJun's Music High later. Tom & Jerry couple!! And it's webcast today, so we can see them tonight!! Woots! I'm staying up til' 2 a.m. today despite the fact I have to wake up early tomorrow.

I mean, very early. Because I have to go to my grandma's house before heading off to Singapore. Reason is simple, my sisters & I requested that we NEED to collect our angpows money for this CNY :D. And I NEED the money. I HAVE to save it for..............................YoungSaengie's album, HyungJun's album & HyunJoong's album!! Hehe...don't give me that look, I know, but it's hard to resist. I'm sure it would only cost less than RM 200, less than half of my angpow money. And I'm sure my mum would allow me to use it because I've been saving all my angpows money ever since I was born. Just this one time, pretty please!

I twitted something yesterday about DBSK & SS501. Watched DBSK's variety show in Saipan? Don't know if I ought to say this, but I can see some faint difference in both boybands' bonds.

DBSK

Sometimes, when one member said something, another one interrupts on that statement, it seemed like a fight gonna happen. But, it will be resolved the very next second.
They are somehow funny too, in a different way as compared to SS501.

SS501

Actions & words are always placed first before thinking it through. So, making their actions & words very funny & illogical.
They don't fight or quarreled, instead, they torture each other.
Man of their word

So, yeah, this is my 2 cents of DBSK & SS501.

Junsu = HyungJun - loves blurting out funny English words out of nowhere
ChangMin = JungMin - their intensity
JaeJoong - HyunJoong - their 4D-ness
Yoochun = YoungSaeng - the calmness, but when they say something, it's ridiculously funny
Yunho = KyuJong - his generosity for the other

True, no? Why I said Changmin is like JungMin because of their 'fighter' style. How they always wanted to be the best. And Changmin & Junsu loves to tease each other too. So does JungMin & HyungJun. Two Joongie are bestfriends, so here they go as a pair.

Okay, I'm going to take a nap now for Music High later.

P/S: DBSK - Bolero is such a beautiful song.

P/P/S: All DBSK's song are as awesome as SS501!

I got that supa luv.. (Teen Top - Supa Luv)

2011-01-30T23:30:00.000+08:00

I think I've been spending too much on miscellaneous things lately. Guess what? I've bought JYJ - The Beginning album today. I saw it, grabbed it, without giving it a second thought, I went straight to the counter & bought it. I admit I'm still not a very big fan of DBSK/JYJ yet, but they are too awesome to resist. I must be blind for not liking them before.

So, I went to Leisure Mall today, it's been ages since I went there. The mission was to buy more CNY clothes. Without knowing, me & two of my sisters, spent a total of RM 1000 ++ altogether today on clothes. I'm not the main culprit this time because I bought only one dress-liked shirt from Yishion(?) and a tee from Baleno. My little sis was the one who bought whole loads of new year clothes today, surprise surprise~

Oh well, then we went to watch movie, Great Day (I hope I got the title right). It was a nice movie, mixture of laughters & tears throughout the movie. People started laughing when the old man said he got breast cancer, but I didn't really laugh because men get breast cancer too, you know? Just at a lower percentage to women. So, I don't find anything so laughable.

After the movie, went to Popular & that's where I bought my very own JYJ's album. Oh yeah, my SS501 Persona in Seoul & Jungmin's Not Alone are probably with my sis now in Singapore! ^^ Actually, I'm intrigued by JYJ - Be My Girl & Still In Love, that's why I bought it. Not to mention, Junsu & JaeJoong's voice are truly gifted. Micky's voice is sexy too :D

So, this sums up my day today. Don't like going to Jusco Cheras Selatan or Leisure Mall much because you can really meet anyone from school, and I hate that cruel fact.

I'm going to Singapore on the 1st, iPod touch fully charged, sufficient SS501 & DBSK shows transferred! So...잘자요~ ^^

CNY.

2011-01-29T15:44:00.002+08:00

In a blink of an eye, January 2011 is coming to an end. Fast, huh? 2 & a half months left for my high school time, then I'll enter myself to the world of pre-u. However, I'm not really sad about this fact anymore, because I can do more things that I wanted to now in pre-u, although I'm not really sure if this thought persists when I finally enter college.

Things really had changed a lot in school. Teachers and friends come & go. Like Mr.Mike left RIS yesterday, wishing me CNY & good luck for IGCSE. Yes, I'll remember that & I'll ace in IGCSE. You're the best, Mr Mike!

'There's only two things Year 11 would talk about. It's either childish or perverted. Even the kids are more matured than you guys'

- Mr.Mike

Just finished my MOCKS yesterday, well, not really. Ms.Peers told us that our English Paper 2 was misprinted so we did the wrong one, thus we have to another one on Feb 16. -.-

Pay no heed to that, because what keeps me really happy right now is Chinese New Year. Sister planned to do another round of CNY shopping tomorrow, it's probably not the last, but it's already the 4th CNY shopping we did this year. Since we're going to Singapore to celebrate CNY this year, our drink & oranges stocks in the house only had little.

Singapore *sobs*. Last year, when I was in Singapore, it was my first time seeing Kim HyunJoong. Didn't actually planned to see him at first, but I did anyway, & guess what? It's like 2 hours before the clock strikes 12 a.m. which is my birthday the next day. Definitely made my best birthday present ever! Presents, to be more precise. Because on my birthday, I received a call from TFS that I got selected to get an autograph from HyunJoong on stage. Hehe!

Planning on how should I spend my holidays in Singapore..sister already booked the Universal Studio tickets for us on the 5th, so yeah :).

Just for fun, saw this on Twitter:

SENTOSA = So Expensive Nothing TO See Actually

*true, true!*

Oh well, I'm going to stop here since I really don't know what to blog about. See ya!

My current desktop background. Awesome! ^^

My all-time favorite macros! ^^

And I'm currently obsessed with two songs: [Park JungMin - Not Alone] & [DBSK - Keep Your Head Down]. You've gotta listen to KYHD Japanese version. Yunho's rapping in Japanese is so...weird? It's alright because he's drop-dead handsome! Love the way he laughs ^^. Sometimes, I find myself singing to Not Alone unconsciously too.

Mocks?

2011-01-21T23:02:00.001+08:00

Hello. I'm here for some usual ranting about my life. So, I can believe I'm not alone. :)

First off, I won't bore you with my whining first, instead, a good news for me & all the TS or 'Horse-lovers' in the world!

PARK JUNG MIN 'NOT ALONE' IS OUT ON

20.01.11

I've ordered the album @ Love501.com. Hopefully, I can get it soon. Not Alone is really a catchy song, meaningful on the other hand.

The live version of Not Alone. Honestly speaking, it's really awesome! JungMin even wrote the lyrics himself, along with a dude, couldn't recall the name, though,

Well, JungMin might not exactly be my biased, not as handsome as HyunJoong, doesn't have angelic voice as compared to YoungSaeng, not as cute as my biased - KyuJong, not as funny & childish in cute way like HyungJun. However, JungMin is definitely the smart bitchy one :D.

It's really, really an awesome song that hit your eargasm. I'm replaying the song for two hours non-stop yesterday when it was released! Do check it out!

Okay, back to the sad subject of the day. I'm having my MOCK exam throughout this & next week. Already downed Add.Maths, Biology, English, & BM P2. English paper was okay, though my second essay in P2 was not exactly to the point. Biology, well, P2 was difficult, and the graph in P6 was helping my way to 400 degree power eyesight. As for Add.Maths, hmm, struggled a little in P1 but P2 was an easy paper. In fact, it's 2010 May/June paper. .__.

Next week will be Chemistry, Physics, Economics, Maths, Mandarin & BM P4. Oh, I'm praying hard that I'll score well in Chemistry. My college resume depends on you!

It's Thaipusam yesterday, so we had a day off from school. Went to MidValley with sisters & daddy for new year shopping. It was hell in PDI, whole loads of people in the tiny shop, but the one in Jusco Cheras Selatan is always empty. Other than that, I'm happy with my end-products of my expedition, bought a heels from Vinci, and a RM130 tee from Padini Authentic, a sandal from Charles & Keith. I'd already had enough of new year clothes from Singapore and 1st day of 2011 shopping. We dined at The Gardens, a HongKong restaurant which I don't know what it's called. But, I recommend you to go to DinTaiFung for a better & fuller & nicer meal. :)

Okay, Im'ma hit the sheet now. I'm exhausted from the mocking of MOCK exam today.

Happy New Year!

2011-01-02T21:10:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

IT'S 2011!

It's the Year of Rabbit, and JungMin of SS501 was born in the year of rabbit too. Ha, this explained why he adores carrot so much. ^^

Okay, it's already January 2, school's starting in 3 days time. Ah, in other words, I have only 2 days left to sleep til' 12pm. Sad case, huh?

Well, I think this year is going to be a great year for me, although sometimes I feel a little scary as the day is passing by so fast because IGCSE is around the corner. 2011 started out perfectly for me, because I'm making myself believe that, and I did.

I spent my new year in Twitter, trending #TSnSSunite2011 which sadly didn't make it to the trending list but it's alright. All of them wished Happy New Year except YoungSaeng. Where is he??!!!

Oh right, did I not mention that my eldest sister bought me SS501 Persona in Seoul DVD as my 15th birthday gift? I'm expecting it to get it by tomorrow or latest by next week. And, I bought myself a new year gift yesterday. Guess what? It's SS501 - S.T 01 Now album. Ta-da! I told you my 2011 started out great! ^^

Speaking of my new year shopping yesterday, went to MidValley with my elder sister & her boyfriend, along with my younger sister. My dad insisted us on going for a whole day shopping spree because he said we haven't had enough shopping last year/past few months. Hello? Didn't we did whole loads of shopping in Singapore, I swear we've spent more than $3000 solely in shopping. $3000! NOT RM3000! -.-

Nah, that's the way my dad is. Well, I bought a new pair of spectacles, because the one currently is already 3 years old, time for it to RIP. This one, my sis paid for it, I needa repay her so-called monthly installment. Next, we ate lunch @ Din Tai Fung which our family loves to dine in everytime. Me too! ^^ Spent around RM 110 in here, sis' boyfriend foot the bill.

Next, while they were eating, I went up to Rock Corner in Gardens to check out CDs. SS501, specifically. And I bought myself S.T01 Now! The next album I'm aiming next will be UR Man!

After that, off we go to hunt for some new year clothes. To summarize the whole shopping spree afterwards, I bought myself 2 dresses (black & red). I don't look that great in red, though. T__T

Hm, just saw HyunJoong left his 6th message in his website. It's really a 4D message. Too much of alien slang. However, it's fun interpreting his message 'cause the end products are always a thumbs up. I need to read the English & chinese translation to understand what he's trying to say. I can interpret a little bit of hangul but definitely not HyunJoong's 'alien language'.

Didn't take a pic of me praying over the new year... coz I've some personal matters..
So I went on the net to find a picture of a sunrise during new year and upload it... --;;;
Is this called illegal use...? keke
Erh, what was I saying...????
I'll guard and watch over you when I'm older
Don't know if I'm doing a good job for this...
Regardless, I will work even harder,
About admission tickets, to become someone who can get three more tickets, keke
Have you had tteok-guk????
I'm gonna go eat that now, keke
Actually I ate that too yesterday, as a side dish whilst drinking
Already 26 years old.... Darn... kekekeke
Darn... really... peyt peyt peyt (*bb: like 'pui pui pui' ^o^)
This xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
keke, just joking, keke
Happy New Year, may you have good health
I will also work hard to become someone you will anticipate and look forward to
You guys should be very happy that I appear on the net, ya??
But hope that you will just 'see' me on the net
(translator's note: korean fans' replies say he's wishing not to see stalkers)
Woohoo... I've been kicked out again... woohoo
Sonata, you're sick of it too, no????
I'll just let you off this one time, kekeke
(translator's note: korean fans' replies say there're too many stalkers,
and he's worried about being chased out of his apartment...? TT TT
Sonata...? you're now resorting to talking to a car? --!)
In the new year, I will release an awesome album ~ practice like mad
My goals for the new year is one good TV drama and two albums
Once that's done, I'll meet everyone happily in the coming year^^
Sorry I didn't keep my promise
But I will become someone that you'll find even more worthy to watch over, keke

Taken from: lovekimhyunjoong.com

So cute! ^^ I am looking forward to his 2 album compare to his drama. Because 2 album in a year? Nothing to be surprised of in kpop world, but I hope one of the album would be a SS501 album. Haha.

Leader finally got his internet at home, and there's few people tweeting about him making a Twitter account. Well, that will be a good news for every HyunJoongie's fan, and it will definitely add up to why 2011 is perfect for me! I don't doubt that some HyunJoong related trends will make it the trending list in Twitter, too!

I giggled when he wrote about him getting kicked out of his house again because fans are chasing him to his house too. People, I know you love HyunJoongie very much, but please control your emotion & give him some privacy time??

#np Not Alone

2010-12-26T12:30:00.000+08:00

Hello there, sorry for my hiatus from the blog again. It's alright. :D

Before I kicked off,

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

I know today is the 26th, but..it's alright ^^

Holidays sure are flying fast. It's already 26th December. Few more days til' school re-opens. Which also indicates my MOCK exam is around the corner, too. Oh well, I won't whine much on the exam, 'cause I think I did revisions & preparations for the exam. :)

Isn't it time to start thinking for my new year resolutions? Hm, I haven't actually given a thought about it yet. I bet when I actually list it out, the first thing in my list would all be SS501.

SS501 comeback on 2011.
SS501 Persona in Seoul DVD. I'm still waiting for it, sis already bought it for me.
Be a friendlier person, open up, don't just give a sulky look to people around me.

Haha, this 3 just so happen to pop up in my mind right now. OHH! It's 7th anniversary for TVXQ today? It's trending in Twitter, for like, 2 days already ^^!

I give my deepest salute, to the red Cassies, for your undying love & support for TVXQ.

Lotsa love from: green TS.

Okay, I think it's about time for me to head out to do some new year's shopping! Ta-ta!

TS DAY!

2010-12-18T21:54:00.000+08:00

In case you're wondering what a TS is, it stands for Triple S. A fanclub for SS501's supporters. An acronym for Super Star Supporter.

And yes, today it's TS fanclub 5th year anniversary! We're even trending in Twitter now #5yearsTripleS.

I admit, I'm not a TS for a long time, probably only 5 months, but I will be a TS not only for 5 months, but forever. :) -sounds overly dramatic here-

Anyway,

HAPPY 5TH ANNIVERSARY TS! 축하!

Curses.

2010-12-17T22:07:00.001+08:00

Because I'm like so damn bored & mad right now, I decided to blog. So, don't be surprised if it's full of eyesore words. I AM MAD! LCH IS ANGRY!

Reason 1: It's raining. *lol, lame much? I'm playing Bi Rain - It's Raining because it's raining outside -.-*
Reason 2: ~~Internet is to nth degree slow! To the extent that I intended to smash my whole laptop just now.~~
Reason 3: No, cancel ~~Reason 2~~. If internet is slow, I won't be blogging here & twitting ever so smoothly. It's actually this effing live streaming website failed.

And they gave me the error link in chinese saying server overloaded. Seriously wtf eh? Like how many viewers do you have, bloody YAHOO? Why don't you make it live on CABLE TV instead to satisfy all your viewers? Why do you have to make the viewers' life such a sad one? Why do you have to disappoint TS from other countries to curse at you? Why do you hate me so much, is it because I don't use you?

WHY DON'T YOU JUST LET IT BUFFER SMOOTHLY SO I CAN SEE HYUNJOONGIE RECEIVE HIS AWARD?!!

Well, I'm not that lame to cry & refresh the page again & again. I gave up & am waiting patiently for HJL's cuts. I'm not interested in other winners, anyway.

Oh well, whining over :).

I'm going to watch SS501 Persona Concert in Japan videos now. I personally find it better than the one in Seoul 'cause HJL seemed so cute when struggling to speak in Japanese ^^.

HyunJoong's TFS FM 4th Dec @ Pavillion, Shop Visit 5th Dec @ Sunway Pyramid

2010-12-14T22:28:00.001+08:00

짱! Here comes my own snapshots at HJL's The Face Shop fanmeeting on 4th at Pavillion, and 5th Dec shop visit at Sunway Pyramid. Don't mind my imperfect photography skill & camera. There's not much on HyunJoong in the photo, because other TS were raising their cardboards so high that made it so impossible to take proper shot of HyunJoong. And oh, I have fancams too which I have already uploaded to my youtube channel.

@yt

Oh, did I not tell you that I'm one of the 200 lucky winners to go up on stage to get autograph from HyunJoong? ^^. Well, due to some silliness of mine, like forgetting my own IC number -.-, my sister wrote hers instead, so she's the one who ended up going up on stage. And she's not even his fan! But she is after being starstrucked by our 4D leader :D.

She said he's very fair, eyes were very big & dazzling, and his skin looked so smooth & delicate! And he actually looked at my sister & said 'Hi' to her when he signed the autograph. When he's done, he even smiled at her. How I wish I'm my sister!! T__T

Oh, HyunJoong isn't those bigshot artiste. He came at 4.55pm, which was 5 minutes earlier than the actual event time! ^^. And that's very lucky for me, because I've waited there for like 5-7 hours? And bless those crazy TS, they waited for 10 hours & fainted.

Heehee, enough with my craps. Here comes the photos!

4th Dec @ Pavillion

The stage; 5 hours before the event start. It drizzled a little.

FYI, SS501 always brings rain to wherever they go :)

Leader's bodyguard, the one in black suit, Mr.Shin. Couldn't identify the one in white though, whether if he's Mr.Jeong, another bodyguard of Leader.

The backstage ^^

HyunJoong is about to arrive!

Any minutes now..

The hosts of the day, or 'hour' I would say.

Like I said, those boards were annoying.

May I present to you....Leader!

Leader, HJL, 4D Leader, HyunJoongie!!

Of course he taste nice!!

Erm, are you going to throw your poster to the stage?

Do one for me too! ^^

Launching the new TFS product which will be on sale next year, White Tree Snow.

The entrace chop. My sister's hand. She said it looked like she got some kind of disease.

And damn this Malay woman! She kept on pushing me, which pushed my temper to the limit. I turned around, leered at her, and how I wished I can slap that f****** burnt babi face of hers. Do you know what? On 5th Dec in Sunway Pyramid, she was there too, and she stood beside me! I was cursing under my breath, literally. -.-

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5th Dec @ Sunway Pyramid

The woman in the black dress; host of the 15 minutes event!

Mr.Shin, the bodyguard. I have lotsa photos of him instead of HJL. ._.

Blur. The host & Mr.Shin

Seriously, who is he??

Do you need to wear a shades in a mall, Shin-ssi?

I told you I have loads of photos of him!

HyunJoongie's made his grand arrival through a small doorway beside TFS!

Ah! Misery solved! Mr.Jeong(bodyguard) beside Mr.Shin!

His backview. His permed hair!

Blur sideview.

Focus on the wrong thing. HyunJoong! Look this way!

Yay! You finally looked here with your million dollars worth smile! :)

I'm starting to feel a little giddy after he looked this way.

Either the place I'm standing was too packed, or I'm really starstrucked by him!

He's like few metres away!

Backview again..

Guess who? It's Mr.Shin hand!

Translating...

Hi! Keep looking this way!

Aww T.T

Even if it's his sideview, he's still gorgeous!

Uh..ahem...I have no comments, say whatever you want :)

I know you're bored of the sideviews. But, I'm not!

Erm, mind telling who's the fugly in guy in checkered tee? Heards he's a DJ from a radio station.

You see the difference now? Ugly & pretty? Left & right?

The difference number 2!

My photography skills failed.

The 6 lucky winner receiving hampers from HyunJoong.

He felt glad because he felt like he's Santa giving out presents.

By the way, the 'hampers' were just this year TFS X'mas promo pack.

I hate the shorty in front of me holding this blue camera.

Sobs, I wish I'm that girl beside Leader.

Shoo away, shortay! The host seemed to be very excited!

Lucky host, I must say T__T

Group photo with TFS staffs.

This conclude everything!

I know it's very long & messy, but at least I put in my effort to write this post. I'll write my account on both days tomorrow. ^^ With the autographed poster photo, hopefully I remember.

Uhh..

2010-12-14T20:18:00.000+08:00

Found this in SS501 fanpage in Facebook just now. And totally 'LOL-ed' at this!

If you're a Triple S, you will find this 'uhh...' and starting laughing out loud! FYI, SS501's color is pearl green, and SS501 called their fans peas princess because when they're up on the stage, seeing us waving the green lightsticks, it looks like green peas. The sweetest reason to like sweetest SS501 is because they've composed the sweetest song to their sweetest fans called 'Green Peas'.

One of the sweet guy in SS501, in fact, my bias in SS501, is Kim KyuJong. :)

Kyu's really a sweet & caring guy, ideal brother or boyfriend or hubby. If you go to youtube & watch Thank You For Watching Me Up, Idol World, Big Mama; you'll know what I mean. He might not have that flawless & pristine look like SS501 4D leader, Kim HyunJoong, but Kyu definitely got me!

This is just my random opinion, I think Kyu's really like Leader a lot. And he's really dependent on him. It feels like there's a special bond between them, don't get me wrong. Somehow, I think Kyu feels much safer beside Leader. :) Besides, Kyu admire Leader very much, even his hairstyle now look like Leader in Playful Kiss :D.

This photos were taken by TS during their KyuJong & YoungSaeng's fanmeeting in Thailand this December 2010.

I wanna touch his hair! Baek Seung Jo's permed hair! HJL's permed hair!

Dancing to T-ara Bo Beep Bo Beep

Is that tears I see in Kyu's eyes?

IMO, from the top to right: YoungSaeng, HyungJun, JungMin, HyunJoong, KyuJong.

Kyu lookalike :D.

Carpe diem.

2010-12-11T20:20:00.000+08:00

As the title had already stated, seize the day! It's a Latin word, which I find it beautiful.

Why seize the day?!!

Because I don't wanna grow up this freaking fast.

Because I have yet to mend my wrongdoings in the past.

Because I have yet to do what I ought to do before.

And because, I haven't posted the photos from Kim HyunJoong's TFS fanmeeting. I've already posted it up in my Twitter & Facebook, but I'm too lazy to post it in Blogger. I'll post it tomorrow, promised!

Look what I've found in Facebook!

I who have already turned into an adult

I go against the opposite because I have a reason

Not because I want to show how cool I am or how tough I am

But because I want to prove the truth to my alleged thoughts.

So, as long as I have confidence & assurance in myself

No matter what others might say or do

It will not suffice

If I don't stick to my own initial thoughts.

Even if that matter may end up wrong

As long as it's something I have decided about

I will prove it firmly and bring it to the end.

And guess who?

That is, Kim HyunJoong's style!

*sorry, I'm a little HJL's bias this week*

This picture is my display picture everywhere except Facebook ;)

This photo was taken by a TS @ TFS FM in Singapore.

The little girl cried as soon HyunJoong carried her D:

Silly little girl..

T__T

2010-11-29T16:07:00.001+08:00

Ah...I'm going to Pavillion for HyunJoong's TFS fm this 4th Dec!!

But!! I don't feel like I wanna be the lucky chosen ones anymore! :D. Don't ask me why, I'd rather stand somewhere else & drool while looking at him.

Hm, I don't think I'm gonna take any photos as well. My photography skill sucks, my camera sucks, and I'd rather not waste time taking photos & miss to see his real life face for the first, or perhaps the last time.

Kinda waste though, I have 5 postcards, 2 from RM300, another 3 for RM50. Well...anybody wants it?

However, I don't regret buying so many TFS products that I doubt I'm gonna finish it all up even in a year. In fact, I'm gonna buy more next year since they're introducing membership card like they did in Korea. Woo~~ TFS 만세!!

I skipped my 3 days of school, not because I intended to do so, but I have no transport. T_T.

Okay, Im'ma prepared what to do on 4th Dec. Drool? Scream & yell like mad woman? Grin? Faint? Ask for SOS? Sing?

*oh, I hate the last idea*

Oh, btw, it's SS501 2000th days on 28th November 2010. #2000days501 didn't make it to the Twitter trending list. T______T

Heehee..I love JungMinnie here!!

SS501 대박!!

172th?

2010-11-17T23:21:00.001+08:00

I think I've gone hiatus for quite a while, but now, I'm back!

I can't exactly say I'm very busy with school work, because that would be a lie, 'cause all I did was non-stop 3 hours of playing Maple, watch Playful Kiss, youtubing & twitter.

Think I got so addicted to Twitter that I had to keep track on all the tweets thru my iPod. Why? 'Cause I'm stalking on every news regarding SS501.

And now, I don't know why, I'm sort of addicted to DBSK as well.

See, this is what made me upset. It seems that I'm always to late to like someone or something..But, that's alright, I'll try my best that it would never ever happen again.

On the contrary, I have a SUPER GREAT AWESOME TO THE MAX NEWS!

This 4th or 5th Dec, I'm going to Pavillion KL for Kim HyunJoong's TFS fanmeeting. I'm gonna start buying TFS products now, above RM50 to RM300. Anyone wants to buy anything, please please do tell me, I'll pay for it ><. Because only 200 shortlisted consumers that had purchased over RM50 products got the chance to get autographed notebook from him.

It's okay if I don't get the autograph, but I have to take even the faintest look at him. I think it's an open fanmeeting, because it's at Pavillion main entrance o.o.

Okay, Im'ma sleep now.

P/S - Sorry, but I find this post more like a tweet.

171th.

2010-09-14T18:45:00.005+08:00

It's hopelessness that makes you weak. Hopes make you stronger, because it brings with it a sense of reason. Not a reason why or how they were taken away from you, but a reason for you to live. Because it's a maybe. A 'maybe someday things won't always be this shit'. And that 'maybe' immediately makes the shittiness better.

-Taken from: The Book of Tomorrow, by Cecilia Ahern.

I was deeply inspired by the above quote, maybe not for you, but it is for me. I believe that every fall makes you a stronger person, because during each fall, you hope for something that will lift you up again, no matter for the better or worst -brings you out of misery- and you believe that you have to fulfill this hope. Eventually, you've become a stronger person.

Okay, now I BELIEVE I have to complete my powerpoint presentation for Chemistry or I'll be dead. It's about pollution..not too dull, but it's really a mundane topic to do. I've been dragging this over the past few days, it is yet to be done.

What's worst is that I still have an English assignment piled underneath. If I'm not mistaken, we were tasked to think of points about abolishing death penalty. Well, it really depends on what crime they carried out. Human/drugs trafficking aren't too bad, just locked those suckers behind bars for the rest of their life.

October 18th will be our first trial. I'm feeling a little nervous yet anticipating the day to come faster. And darn, assessment is after the Raya holidays. Ahh, I'm dead for Accounting, doubtlessly.

170th.

2010-09-02T21:33:00.001+08:00

I think I'm ridiculous. No, I think Jo and I are off the limit. We are currently obsessed by a 9-10 year old K-boy. I don't know much about Jo, but I can't help falling for him. He's so cute, and his eyes are very dazzling. And never the least, his hair have the natural curls that made him looks like the guy in Boys Over Flowers. *drools*

Sighs, aside from that, everything is okay. But, I still couldn't confirm whether I can attend HyungJun's fanmeeting on 9th October. I have trial in 1 week time. Roar, it's so exasperating!

169th.

2010-08-23T22:09:00.003+08:00

How can someone not fall for this irresistible smile?

Okay, maybe it wasn't as scary as I thought it would be. I was drop-dead nervous when I was on the way to school this morning. 'Where should I go, where is my class, should I ask?' All the craps were stuck in my head.

But, as soon I saw one of my classmates, my mind was a little quieter. Because I know I can follow him to my new class xD.

Cut the craps about how happy I am to see my friends again, 'cause it's all the same. Jo got a new pencil case that looks exactly like a Converse sneakers. Which, is sort of cool.

By the way, we got a new principal called Ms.Peers. She is very HUGE & SCARY! She doesn't have the smiley face, friendly look. Scare the hell out of me when she looked at me during the interview today.

And the worst thing is, prefects are required to change their uniform into what the Cahayan's are wearing. FYI, it's kinda ugly. -.-. Cool at the same time, 'cause it got our name on it, :D

Oh well, I gotta go stop blogging now.

168th.

2010-08-20T11:50:00.002+08:00

Wee, it feels so nice to feel the old me again!

Somehow, I felt like I gotta study & revise after buying the new books. It cost RM 530+, but Jo told me hers was only RM 300+. Oh well, it's okay, I love those books. The new books contain more informative questions and notes compare to the old ones.

School's reopening next Monday. I'm feeling sort of hyper 'cause I don't know what to expect in Year 11. Less than a year, I'm actually graduating! I'm probably taking A' levels after that, unsure of diploma.

Few days ago, this thought suddenly came up in my mind when I was at the hospital:

To earn for a living, or earning because you got a passion?

I've got several replies from people, they opted the 2nd choice. Well, I'm still a little wary. IMO, if I get a job with a decent salary, of course I can be successful in my life, rich and everything, and in case there's any monetary emergency, I'm able to cope with it. But, doing the same routine everyday is certainly not what I would want to do in my whole damn life. As for the 2nd option, I got my career that I love, but what if the pay is low. And if there's any emergency, I'll beggared ~.~.

It's okay, I'll think about it later :D. Signing off now to study Biology.

167th.

2010-08-08T19:20:00.002+08:00

I can't go to Hyung Jun's fan meeting this 28 August. How heartbreaking?!! Reasons are : 1) Ticket is too expensive for a SONS like me. I would love to go for the cheapest ticket, which is the free seating, but the package doesn't look nice at all. The RM 220 suits me, but it comes with a price. 2) Nobody would be able to fetch me or they are not willing to 'cause it's in KLCC Plenary Hall. Parents will say 'Aiyoh, there nothing to shop lah, go somewhere nearer like MidValley' ._.

Never mind, I'll just go online and look at the photos, with all my hearts shattered on the ground. Oh well, also, another very sad thing that happened today was, Jo departed to Australia this morning, and me *sighs* went to Zoo Negara for my cousin's farewell trip.

Arrived there at around 1 with my sisters and boyfriend. My cousin and my sister were excited, because it's the first time they actually visit a REAL zoo. Well, all of us are excited too. We saw loads of animals, some really have a pungent smell that almost made me throw up.

Fed the giraffes and the elephants, gotta admit, they're quite cute. And I saw kangaroos, remind me of Jo who's in Australia, probably having dinner at some sort of restaurants. Dammit, she must be having a real good time. I'm jealous, alright?!

All in all, the one-day trip was bearable and cool, sorta tiring.

P/S - I think I'm gonna take a proper piano lesson.

P/P/S - Spend Only No Save = SONS

166rh.

2010-08-04T18:59:00.004+08:00

This both guys here are equally kyute~

Can I not attend the tuition classes today? :3.

Oh well, one thing for sure I'm definitely not going this Sunday, 'cause there's a family outing/farewell. My baby cousin finally going back to her mama's. It's a good thing, I guess? So, my eldest sis who's coming back on Saturday, plans to take her out to the zoo.

And I'm even get perk up even more than my cousin. I'm finally meeting my friend~ :D, THE MOLES! That's what a trivia quiz showed me. =x.

On the same Sunday, Jo's going to Australia for a nice mid-winter trip. She promised to buy me a/some PPG character souvenir gifts from Gold Coast. Well, looks like I'm gonna start preparing gifts for her as well :

Birthday
Christmas
New Year
CNY
Valentine
Mama's day

Anything I've left out? Lols, all the presents here, I've failed to give her on time. It's okay, I'll guarantee the presents won't be a disappointment.

165th.

2010-08-01T13:27:00.003+08:00

I like him :D. [Kim Kyu Jong, Center of SS501]

I have made my final decision. I will take my IGCSE Mathematic Extended Papers at British Council this coming 4th of November. Man..it's after Young Saeng's birthday. However, it's okay.

I believe it will be a challenging paper, 'cause it's a November paper ~.~, as the saying goes 'No pain no gain'. I will try my best, even if I'm unable to score, I will retake the paper next May. Kinda sad though, one paper for 720bucks!

I've done 2 sets of past year papers, and I'm capable of solving most of the questions. So, I can do, right? Yeah, I believe I can and I will! ROAR!

Wondering whether or not to take Accounting papers along. Hmm..

P/S - The upcoming 3rd of August is HyungJoon's birthday. Definitely gonna rock that day.

P/P/S - I'm gaga-ing over SS501 o.o, and I've bought their newest album, Destination. Gonna aim for three editions.

164th.

2010-07-09T18:57:00.005+08:00

Bye Year 10!
HELLO YEAR 11!

It ended sadly, anyway..
And I'm seriously crestfallen
For I have no idea why.

P/S - Edited the previous post.

163th. damn it lols.

2010-07-08T20:49:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow is the big day for RIS. Real Excellence Awards and RIS Got Talents.

I'm involved in the REAL Excellence Awards, in academics of course. My parents are so tempting to attend, somehow, of all the awards I've achieved. And this time, it's just a bloody prize for 3rd ranking in Year 10. And they wanna see the performances, which, ahem, I doubt they will truly enjoy. No, I'm not saying the performances ain't great, but I have never given a thought about my parents attending such thing o.o.

Just for your information and a part of my memory, I sorta signed up for the RIS Got Talents audition. With Yun Yi and Jo. Surprisingly, we managed to squeeze thru by singing Never Had A Dream Come True. Sadly, I chickened out the last minute for the semi-finals. I mean, I couldn't sing in front of everyone..my voice sucks. :P.

~~Never mind, I can't hardly way for my Smexy 10 to sing on stage once more! Ahh, video camera - CHECK! Mew~~~ *edited*

I bought Super Junior[The 3rd Album Sorry Sorry]. Wanna buy Bonamana but unable to find. Screw you, Speedy. Perhaps, I'm gonna go Rock Corner and find.

162th. exquisite love.

2010-07-06T17:19:00.006+08:00

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I'm just being me, Ecstasy. :D. I just couldn't resist the cuteness and the innocent look of Smexy 10!

Wee~ You should have seen how cute he is! Today, he was talking to a Year 7/8 girl who was helping me with the class project. It was so hilarious that he don't even understand a single word she said after she's been talking for so long. When she finished talking, he was like 'Uhh..ahahaha! *korean language*' And he was sorta looking at me, hoping that I would translate it for him.

Aww, words could not describe how cute he is..Oh well, I'll definitely remember this day forever in my heart.

P/S - Though he dressed up very gaily today, he still look irrevocably gorgeous!

P/P/S - I must get a photo of him. *nods*

161th.my heart melts.

2010-06-29T20:52:00.001+08:00

Today was the audition for RISS Got Talent. And damn, I was lucky that I went to watch.

My Smexy 10 signed up for the audition. Gosh, I should have brought a recorder or something 'cause his voice is soo sweet that it can melt a heart of stone. It's okay, I'll make sure next Thurday, I'll bring my iPod, mp3, webcam (I don't care!), handphone, & video cam to school. I have a big plan awaiting for me already! Mwahaha!!

Hmm..I'm trying to find a korean song but I can't seem to find it. I did fav-ed it in my youtube channel, I just can't find it now o.o. The song's title is Love Is by I'm not sure who. Oh well, I'll keep finding.

160th. Part ll of post #150

2010-06-25T18:27:00.003+08:00

Oh my gosh! I can't even expressed how happy I am right now! -I was way happier before, but the feeling receded, it's okay-

Green made it to the1st/2nd place in basketball!! Haven't been able to play the last round to decide the winner 'cause the weather took its turn.

The most amazing thing was, one big fat chubbylicious guy, who is a basketball state-player, shot a three-point shot goal which is actually far beyond his shooting range! He was just try'na pass the ball to someone, but he accidentally threw it directly to the net at an angle so precisely.

I was recording the match before with Jo's iPod, then the sunlight was just too bright that I gave up. I wish I hadn't 'cause that was simply fantastic!

I can't wait for Monday to come!

159th. A leap of exhilaration!

2010-06-24T17:55:00.001+08:00

I'm gonna keep this short & precise.

RED HOUSE WON YELLOW HOUSE

FOR FOOTBALL MATCH TODAY! HOORAY!

The time was continuously extending because it was a tie between the two teams. At around 3.20, which was actually 20 minutes after school ends, red house finally won!

Despite I'm a green house member, I'm a big fan of RED HOUSE! Because, my Smexy To The Power Of 10 is in red house, :D.

Too bad I didn't bring handphone/video cam to record the match :/. It's okay, who needs a stupid video to remember such remarkable event?

240610, 1520!

158th. Thrill with trepidation.

2010-06-23T14:22:00.000+08:00

Okay, I'm not gonna panic...I skipped school today omfgidontknowwhatsgonnahappennext! I skipped school for some reasons though. First, I have no sports pant left for me to wear, it's still wet. Then, I'm cringing from the march past today in school 'cause I really don't wanna get any darker. =x. And dammit, I missed volleyball match today.

It's alright, I'm definitely going tomorrow, although with no doubt it's gonna be quite mundane stuff going on. Hopefully, I don't get bashed up by the green team cheerleaders & volleyball team for my absence today.

Anyway,

goooo GREEN! :D

157th. Fighting off those lactic acid.

2010-06-17T23:08:00.002+08:00

Ohmigod. What am I even here this late when I'm supposed to be sleeping soundly? Forget it, my muscles ache so badly I could curse at anyone around me. All thanks to the lactic acid building up in my body after the approximate 3 hours of volleyball training today.

Lemme tell ya', it's delighting yet hellish. It was wonderful because I learned how to play volleyball, horrible because the damn sun was just above our head, shining so brightly giving off its heat as if we don't release enough sweat during the days.

Though I did put on the sunblock (thanks to Jo), my skin got darker. Hell lot darker. You can see the distinct color between my bare calves under the sun and the color of my foot. God...I wonder how long it would take this to last.

I'm very sleepy right now. Dreading to go to school tomorrow. Seriously, I'm very keen to practice volleyball tomorrow for the match on Wednesday, still..you know..

156th. Adrenaline gushing through my heart.

2010-06-12T22:25:00.002+08:00

Wait a minute. Am I out of my mind again? No, I doubt so.

Went to watch The A-Team today in Jusco. It doesn't have a great storyline, but cool enough. Loves B.A so much 'cause he's drop-dead hilarious in the movie. He's so big but the crazy pilot scared the hell out of him. Very much recommended movie to all those actions moviegoers.

Well, after purchasing the ticket, saw Henry in Jusco too. I don't know he was gonna watch A-Team too at the same time with me. Til' he twitted it in Facebook. The best thing was we're sitting on the same row without realizing it. Nah, he was sitting on the right corner and I'm in the middle left.

Funny thing was, I was totally dumbfounded when I saw him. I just stood there, gawking at him. LOL, oh well..whatever. Always ogle at something or someone I know and very much adore when they just so happened in front of me.

So, tomorrow I'm going to KLCC to watch Karate Kid. Is there an apostrophe there? o.o..Never the mind, heard lotsa good reviews and compliments about that movie. I'm highly anticipating for tomorrow to come. Uh..not because of the movie, it's because I have no idea what to do now. T_T

155th. Jumps high up in the air!

2010-06-11T15:57:00.007+08:00

* Jumps high up in the air, and glee, EXAM'S PARTIALLY OVER!, lands, and take some Z's*

So, exam's partially over. Maths is on next Monday, I think everything gonna be fine. Today, after BM exam, I just can't stop laughing because Jojo was being such a good comedy director.

Jo : Later arh, you go tomorrow arh, he ends up not coming, and you've waited for like 4 hours, he calls you just to tell you he couldn't make it 'cause his dad busy arh, you cry I laugh.

Me : *laughs like a mad cow*

It was basically very simply, I wanted to stalk someone tomorrow, but forgets it. JO, SAD NEWS AWAITING FOR YOU! :D.

P/S - My blog's title was actually a song from We The Kings ft Demi Levato - We'll Be A Dream

154th. Smexy's Day.

2010-06-09T20:41:00.002+08:00

In spite of all the craps that keep me loaded in the meantime, I still gotta blog as today's the craziest day ever. And when I mean crazy, it means:

I'm very very exhilarated.
My mind is in a very, very abnormal state.

So, yeap. I can call this, 90610 my Smexy's Day. :D. Because, miracles happen to me the second time in my life. It's a good thing, yeah?

Aside from that, I think my brain gonna kablooey. All the tight schedule..extra classes..woah, it really worn me out. And tomorrow's Physics & Accounting papers. Jeez, I wonder if I can cope with everything. Bet if next Tuesday after the Chemistry practical, I'll sleep as if there's no tomorrow.

Chemistry practical, dammit. I needa find some info about How to Light Up a Bunsen Burner? at eHow.com.

153th. Are you ready?

2010-06-04T19:16:00.001+08:00

Today was funny. Jo took my jacket & hide it in the locker. So, I took her pencil case and hide it in my locker. It was darn funny to take back our things 'cause both of us refused to give our keys at the same time. At last, to be 'very' fair, we gave it to Yun Yi & asked her to swap for us. WE MADE SUCH A GOOD LAMERS! don't we?

Ahh, next week's Monday will be English & Add.Maths paper. Darn, I needa memorize all the formula for Add.Maths. It's kinda sad, you know. They provide the formulas to SPM students but not us. T_T. Never mind, it's not really hard to memorize the formula. Still, when you push the panic button, your brain defunct. Like what I'd experienced, and let me tell ya', it's merely scary.

Oh well, guess I'm gonna sign off now to study, This weekend, I'm gonna be all-nighters.

152th. Goddammit.

2010-06-03T23:03:00.001+08:00

So, I think I'm gonna start blogging again since I just anyhow evaporated in a middle of nowhere last time.

Exam's next week, pressure is indeed increasing, but I think I can cope with it. Just bet on it, this term, I'm really gonna take away all the reasons you stand!

Oh well, school's life have been changing a lot lately. As for one, me, have changed from a nerdy geek to a lazy bump. Hmmph, influences but nothing's gonna bring me down. Teachers do change a hell lot too, from Mr.Ali to Ms.Sangeeta then Mr Ganesh later Ms.Jeanne and finally, Ms Hilary. Oh damn, stop changing the teacher for English.

Just before I forgot to mention something really important, I'm going to the World Expo in China this July, probably. It's summer there so it'll be hot. Not much of a fun, in spite of all that, it's a once in a lifetime experience.

Jojo is going to Aussie, the Expo too, during July/ September. Damn you Jo, you got to experience midwinter in Aussie.

P/S - A must watch.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qa7why6CCyo

151th.

2010-04-28T22:57:00.001+08:00

Miracles do, do, do happen! You just gotta believe it! *grins*

P/S - I don't get it. Why the hell you people love Justin Bieber so much? His voice is so gay and ahem, sad to say, he don't look pretty handsome, either.

150th.

2010-04-26T22:09:00.004+08:00

The feeling of knowing something's gonna leave, and you can't do anything about it, sucks a hell lot!

Yeah, so this kicks off as a starter of my post today and most possibly, the end.

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Nah, never mind, I'll type about something on Sunday. So, I went to Josephinw's house for tuition. That..isn't all. I went there for the sake of making a Maplesea video with alongside with her sister and her sister's friend. We're planning the script, and it's highly private & confidential at the moment. *winks*

So, we went to Jusco, with Echo (Steph's friend) driving us there. I was kinda afraid of his driving because he just got his license 2 days ago. ._.

Skipped the hooey

I gotta say, Myvi is so fab! You can just swerved through cars so easily without a scratch, or was it just Echo's skills? xD..And man, we were crazy. We didn't let the car who was supposed to go to leave first, reason was, the man was fat and looked so fugly. ~.~

And there was this couple, the girl was a prostitute -.-..who can't read and understand english. The automatic pay station was marred, and there's a huge notice there. I don't know whether they were blind or something or they can't read simple english. =x. What if the ticket they're trying to insert to the machine accidentally got stuck? -.-..

Anyway, we enjoyed the song Epik High - One throughout the 2mins journey in the car. The song that represents Cynical. F3.

P/S - Go on. Crap whatever bullshyt you want. Flame me for all I care. You're just loud, not tough ... -.-
P/P/S - Like Me by Girlicious is so awesomely cool!

149th.

2010-04-10T20:41:00.000+08:00

Guess what?

I WILL SURVIVE!

148th.

2010-04-07T22:41:00.003+08:00

Ugh! My YP-K3 is dead! Or so I thought it is o.o.

2 days ago, when I woke up in the morning, I wanna check what time was it [my alarm clock spoiled a few months ago & I'm lazy to grab my phone on top of my study table -.-]. I pulled the key down several times, and it won't on. This happened before, usually it took 2 days or so to recover. But now, although I pushed the reset button, it's still lifeless.

Damn, should I tell my parents about this? I guess they won't be too mad about this, since I got my iPod with me. Jeez..what to do?

147th

2010-04-06T21:09:00.000+08:00

You know what, I think the 'work first play later' Cheng Huei finally, and truly found its way back to me again. It always wander somewhere, I'm getting a little dreary.

Anyway, it's good that it's back. It's really easy to know when it's back. I finally got tired of every games, and everything I do, or maybe even the person I used to chat with. Then, I'll just look up at my time-table, probably concealed in a thick layer of dust, and just do or revise whatever I've set at that particular time.

Oh well..in a serious dilemma right now. Toodles, gonna weigh my options. :D.

P/S - The Singapore post will be coming right up. FYI, went to Singapore on the 30th March.

146th.

2010-03-27T22:12:00.007+08:00

Sigh, not much of an update today.

So, over the few weeks, had been thinking over and over again what phone to buy. I'd seen Nokia N900 Maemo, the one Jo's using F5. So, I don't wish to get the same one as hers, but it's really cool!

Anyway, Nokia X6 ain't a bad choice after all. I like the blue one. However, Henry might be getting that phone after PMR. Only if he ace it. I have hopes in him, so I scratch this phone out of my list again.

HTC Hero. Ahem, but the specifications is only subpar.

Which one to choose? I have no idea. But, I'm really in love with X6. T.T!

145th.

2010-03-26T22:57:00.001+08:00

Ah, we did nothing but endless of singing today. Yeah, for next Monday assembly because the owner of SSS is coming. And this means, the prefects have important task in their hands. Me, the idiotic one, gonna serve refreshments around to VIPS after the performance. -.-. Gah, just fake a smile to every single person I see. ;D.

During Accounting, we played a game which I'm not really sure what it's called. We can't say a specific number say 3. When it's your turn to say 3, you just clapped. After that, we shared our jokes. The jokes were pretty lame, but I can't really get it.

Went to HOC, and more singing~. We're singing HSM - We're All In This Together. Ha, lame, I know. But oh well. We gonna sing You Raise Me Up by Josh Groban and The Greatest Love of All by Whitney Houston. I really don't feel like doing this..

I have so many things to tell you, but you're not there when I needed you.

144th.

2010-03-24T18:34:00.005+08:00

Is it something to do with my connection or it is just MapleSEA is just so corrupted right now? I can login to Malaysia Server, but I can't login to Singapore server. I highly doubt it's my connection problem, 'cause my connection seems to be running smoothly.

Oh well, yesterday's life was okay. We played games during English. Human knot, I think. I'm the one who stand in the corner, relaxing all the way for 35 minutes. Maybe it's my luck. F3.

And and, during Economics, Chee Seng took off the idiot 's shirt. Mr.Govin saw him, and said jokingly ' You know, you should wear those abs thingy if you wanna show your body like that. It's bloody awful to see your skinny abs and bones. I don't mind if you wanna be a real life living skeleton bone model for Biology.' I guess the one who really laughed so hard were only me and Jo. It was really, really funny!

So, today was okay too. We have a new English teacher, Mr.Ganesh. He seems to be nice. Tomorrow there'll be a test for English. This test will decide whether we will be taking English as First Language or ESL. Well, I, of course, would love to take the first language paper for my IGCSE, that would help a lot to apply for my college and university overseas. However, I'm afraid I can't score well in the paper.

Never mind, I'll sleep on it. If I'm confident enough with my decision, I'll bank on it. When there comes a time when you face difficult situation, throw away all your fears and thoughts. Just walk through the difficulties, and you will find your way out.

P/S - I'm really dreading to go for my tuition tonight. I don't want Add.Maths T.T.

143th.

2010-03-18T22:02:00.005+08:00

Seriously, what the hell? Is it something I said, you got so moody. Because of what? Which word did I exactly said that made you so pissed?

FLAX it man. You don't know how I feel, and I'm not speaking to defend myself. I'm saying what I'm feeling. I might look like throwing tantrums all the time, but since when I really did throw a real great one?

You never ask me why..but I did. What did I get in return? Nothing. I'm always whining, ain't I? Just look back at yourself again, you whined too. And do you think I really care about you? I just wanna be there for you, but damn, you're getting a little too over. You don't empathize me, dude.

142th.

2010-03-17T22:01:00.003+08:00

Okay, so I got back my results yesterday. The great news were I got full marks for P1 Maths and my science subjects are average. I'm satisfied with the marks, but I don't know why the science teacher said our performances were bad.

During the one week of exam, I read a book called The Little Girl at The Window (Totto-Chan) by Tetsuko Kuroyanagi. It was a fantastic book, recommended for all ages. I like the principal, Mr.Kobayashi, he set a very good example as a teacher, principal and as an individual alone. Rated 5 stars on this book. And now, I'm reading The Time Traveler's Wife. =)

Oh well, I'll try to accept her, but that's that.

141th. This is it.

2010-03-13T20:29:00.010+08:00

Foremost, I would like to voice out my earnest gratitude to him. Without him, I wouldn't been what I am today. The feeling without him around us now, though he's still alive FYI, is just so unbearable. And without him, where can we truly find our true colors within ourselves? Where do we belong to when he's not with us?

It was him who brought us endless humors, knowledge. It was him who knows what we are feeling, ups or downs. He can just see it through our eyes. I just don't wanna forgot those words he said, the way he hugged me so tightly I could barely breathe when I got the highest mark.

Yeah, he's Mr.Ali. He left all the sudden, in front of my eyes, of every student's eyes, in the examination hall. His papers were rejected, and he was furious that our papers were set by another teacher. A scum-bag, I would call her. She's a very mean, despicable person ROAR. Tears were lingering in my eyes, but I swore I wouldn't cry in front the public...The last words I've heard from him in the hall is 'I submitted the papers 15 days ago!'

Before the exam started, he was there to wish me good luck with a enlivening smile. When I was doing the paper, I don't feel like writing anything down. I didn't truly look at the questions and passage. I would rather fail the paper than doing a paper set by a teacher who don't teach me and taking all the advantage herself. I wished so fervently that Mr.Ali would just barge in and take away my paper, take back his dignity.

Jo cried, I understood how she felt. I wouldn't dare to cry in front of her, I'm there to carry the load she couldn't carry. But, how hard I tried to suppress my feelings, it just wouldn't stay in for long. Well, til' some idiots who pulled the trigger.

Yes, I cried 5 times on Friday. The held an assembly because of Mr.Ali. I was infuriated because they're humiliating him, when they're wrong TOO. What operation Mr.Ali intended, what private company Mr.Ali owned, all are bullshits. It's our students' fault, okay? Stop blaming him, and don't you ever sue him.

My mood was so neutral that day. I don't know what to feel. I can't sit still, and I can't stay in one topic for long. If you wanna see the scum-bag/ prostitute/ idiot/ bitch whatever you named it, go to see her Facebook photos.

She's totally a shameless bitch. She called Mr.Ali stupid. Two-sided face bitch. You've only got 2 years of teaching experience, you dare to call Mr.Ali stupid who have more than a decade of teaching experience? Who do you think who you are? You dare to confront a student who called you stupid? Being a teacher, you shoulda know there are students who will hate you. Don't cry, woman. You're just burning my eyes, trouble maker.

P/S -http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=-3&id=536114181

140th.

2010-03-12T18:21:00.002+08:00

All I wanna do today is to cry and scream on top of my lungs.

139th.

2010-03-04T20:13:00.002+08:00

Ugh, cut me a slack!

138th.

2010-03-03T17:18:00.001+08:00

Okay, a quick update today.

Life was okay, though the duty during morning break was dead boring and some K-dudes won't co-operate.

Term 2 is about to start next week Monday. Although Monday is only English, I'm still nervous. Dang..please please please, I don't wanna screw up the whole thingy again.

Hm, have tuition at 8p.m. later. Yawns ~

137th.

2010-02-24T22:34:00.002+08:00

Today is sad. Yun Yi was absent, weather freakishly hot, & I have two Physics assignment to do. Nonetheless, I'm elected as a bloody probate which I didn't even ask for it and wanted to be one.

3 months of probation, which I'm gonna suck at it. For Year 10, we'll gonna have some leadership basis thingy, so to choose who's suitable to be Head Prefect. Oh yeah, I'm gonna fail to do that.

Gah, I'm gonna sacrifice one of my break time for 3 months. I will be starved to death...

I'M VERY VERY SAD! No, I'm feeling blue..

136th.

2010-02-22T11:58:00.008+08:00

♥ Say hello to Amber. Ain't she lovely? ♥

Ta-da. Here I am blogging in the early afternoon on Monday which is supposed to be a school day. Okay, scratch that. I told you that I'm gonna be absent today in school.

Now, let's blog about today ceremony. Let the photos do the talking. (My photography skill is a little bummer, so don't mind that.)

So, the picture a little blur. All thanks to my shaky wobbly hand. =). Anyway, the 'Tian Gong' house my mum have chosen. It was the large one that cost nearly 100bucks.

Family putting the I-don't-know-whatzisname-paper.

Just so you know, while I'm taking all this crappy photos, I did involve myself into the session. Like every year I did.

The almost done putting paper session.

And now, we're starting to burn the whole thing up.

Burn away, fly away ~

Focus your view to the long red thing beside fire. LOOK!

Ah, finally it's done!

My little nemesis playing with her lame fireworks. OMG la, people playing with cool fireworks, you played with this little kid stuff. Shame on you! F3.

So, the reason I'm taking all this photos because this is the final & last year I'm gonna celebrate CNY in this house. My parents bought this house since I was born. So, this house is the exact same age with me, 15 years old. Though it might seem not that grand & glamorous to all of you, but at least it does to one person, that is me.

I don't need a spacious & expensive house whatsoever. It's only what the inside that counts - family.

135th.

2010-02-21T23:25:00.002+08:00

It's 11.25 p.m. right now. In another 35 minutes time, my family gonna pray(for the Hokkien thingy). So, I'm staying up & would be missing classes tomorrow. We shall go for the main topic today - Cannie's party.

It was a hectic day, indeed. Early in the morning, I gotta go out to buy present for Cannie, because I've forgotten to buy her one before. Later that, 4 hours tuition straight til' 5 p.m. before we hit Cannie's house.

We were kinda lost finding the way to her house, but we managed to find it at last. People were staring at us when we walked in. Damn, I shoulda let the host do the honour of opening the door. Lotsa new faces..which were pretty scary.

OKay, we didn't went in to her room, but her toilet. Because she got a poodle in the bathroom which her dad don't allow her to linger around in the bedroom. So, yeah. We stayed in the bathroom for quite sometime to play with the poodle - Amber. The dog was awesome and adorably cute. It was brown in color & did I mention that the fur seemed a little fake but it is real? Amber wanna go out of the bathroom but she can't, sadly. We patted her to sleep, winks. F3.

After that, we had dinner outside the house. Ate sushi and satay. Knew something dreadful, but oh well. Managed to shrug it off. It was unimportant anyway. Too 'good' to ruin my mood.

After dinner, went to her room. The guys played 'airball', which were pretty lame. Toyed around with iPod, and I nearly slept. But it was fun watching them play.

Okay, gotta sign off now, bye!

P/S - It was superb today.

P/P/S - I was sick.

P/P/P/S - I wore Jo's jeans today. Which ain't pretty tight, except the zip. -.-

P/P/P/P/S - Pictures are to be uploaded soon in facebook.

134th.

2010-02-19T15:25:00.003+08:00

Yawns. Life is getting boring each day.

I really can't wait for this upcoming Sunday. Well, 'sides the tuition and another tuition class with Jo in her house. After that, we'll be hitting to Cannie's house for a party which I'm not really sure what the hell it is.

I thought it is on Feb 28, 'til Henry told me it's on Feb 21. My fault for seeing the text message wrongly. F3. And..Cannie didn't told me it is a nighttime party. Oh well. But, I'm not staying for long because there's a praying ceremony in my house at 12.a.m..

Dad finally bought fire crackers, all thanks to my mum. She said we need to boost up the family's prosperity and ambience a little.

Sigh, shall end this with a :

G.N.I.R.O.B

133th.

2010-02-16T21:58:00.002+08:00

Hadn't been blogging for few days. Nay, I did not go anywhere, just my grandma's house yesterday. Most of the time, I killed my time staying in the house playing Maple, and helped my mum.

For a boring starter, I played Maple & OPQ all day today. It was so much fun but, some inconceivable idiocy matters really get on my nerves. They were arguing because one of them called them losers. Why do they have to matter so much, if they were not losers themselves really? Just so you know, I'd been a hardcore player these days. I leveled my level 67 cleric to level 73 priest in just 2 days.

Now, helping my mum out was fun. Especially four sisters were there to help. We cleaned the house, decorated the house, and arranged some of the stuffs in living room. Anyway, I got around RM1700 angpow money this year. Slightly lesser than last year, but don't care. F3.

Gambled with sisters today, won 56 bucks with just 8 bucks at the beginning. Great profit, indeed.

Hmm..I'm going to workout. Even if it'll cost my life. FYI, started one week ago. Almost a suicide case when I started the first day. =x.

P/S - All I wanna do is to come right down to tell you.

132th.

2010-02-11T18:58:00.003+08:00

Ugh, got the result for Physics. Im'ma tell the result ain't good at all, at least for me. But anyhow, I managed to score the second highest for Physics. Jeremy got first, as always for Physics.

Activity time, we sat back at the corner & actually gave comments about the performances by Surians for CNY's celebration. I don't see any special theme for CNY in their performance. Oh well, don't mind that. Some were okay, some were amazing, some were wow~, some were lacking of the oomph. My comments here, don't wanna elaborate much, people might flame me.

Enjoyed some of the songs played. The Koreans danced SJ - Sorry Sorry. Pretty hilarious. Made me feel like flailing my hands and danced to the beat. Sigh, it's so sad & unfair that we didn't get to celebrate CNY. Or it will be so much fun~

Okay, gonna go out now. Lobster's night. F3.

131th.

2010-02-10T17:17:00.004+08:00

Hello hello hello. I'm so obsessed with the word hello 'cause of Telephone by Lady Gaga featuring Beyonce. I even annoyed Jo with the 'hello hello hello, wee~'. I'm such a lamer, I know. F3.

Okay, so yay me! Assessment is officially over now. However, I can't be so excited yet, because in 3 weeks time, the Term 2 will kill us all at one time! Never mind, enjoy your life while you can.

Luck wasn't on my star today, but still Physics was still tolerable. I managed to calculate the answer, but I'm not really sure with the conversion, though. The essay part was freakishly challenging.

IMO, there's 3 question and all of them was regarding density. They asked us about the common features and a bloody submarine. I remembered during Senior 2, teacher did explained something about submarine & I totally forgotten how to do that question. Oh my god..

After school, Mr Ali's sons, Younnes & Yousef, came & show me how to flip a coin. Honestly, I'm bad at flipping coins.

P/S - I cancelled my tuition today, which means it's Ami Idol time!

130th.

2010-02-09T18:57:00.004+08:00

I meant what I'd say. I said what I think. I think what I meant.

I think I accomplished the three things today. One hell of a funny thing that made my day is that : yesterday, the idiot was telling the whole class he got perfect 100 for his Maths. Guess what, teacher announced today that he only got 96, and mostly get 100. Ha, that really cracked my funny bone. I was doing my Chinese paper when teacher announced that. Nearly forgot what I wanted to write for my essay. LOLS!

*I got both absolute 100 for Maths & ADD.MATHS paper. And the bloody idiot was jealous, it's so obvious from his expression when he knew that.*

Anyway, I think my papers went well today. Hope that luck is with me today. And tomorrow too. ><. Physics, last paper. Ugh...

Today, during morning break, I ate doughnut. The sugar clang to my lips, and Jo actually sang Sugar by FloRida. It was hilarious.

When school's over, went up to Senior 3 with Yun Yi for the first time, might be my last too. Was a little late when I went back down to canteen. Thanks God that my dad came today instead of my mum. Or she'll be nagging me~

129th.

2010-02-08T21:51:00.002+08:00

Hey! It's been a hectic day today.

What's worst than having Accounting & Chemistry test in one day? Well, you can consider Economics & Biology, but eventually no.

Sigh, I wholly screwed up the Chemistry paper today. I'm not really sure about the formula equations I've formed for anion & cation. I think I drew the pointers wrongly. It will be ultimately frustrating if I formed a correct equations and the bloody pointers messed up the whole thing.

Well well, I revised Biology already, hoping I'll get as high as possible for tomorrow's test. Ain't sure about Economics, I'm too darn lazy to flip thru. And the last thing, Add.Maths. Okay, relax, I'm not gonna fret or I'll muck up.

Oh well, tata for now.

128th.

2010-02-05T21:37:00.002+08:00

My. Leg. Is. Cramming. Badly. Right. Now.

I was the first one to arrive this morning for the morning class. But, the bloody teacher didn't even come to the class. Anyway, it's never a surprise that she missed the lessons & put all the blame on us later.

Before the cross country starts, I applied sunblock over my face and my hands. At around 8.40a.m., the race started. At first, Jo & I were running side by side. Later, she disappeared so I thought she wanna go to my left. I felt someone was behind my back so near that I assumed it's Jo. When I ran quite a distance, I stopped and turned around. And saw Jo sitting on the road, with people running past her and me.

She was shouting at me 'I'm just tying my shoelace', and she waved at me. I wanted to continue jogging, but girls from Year 8 were asking if she's okay. So, I ran up and see what's really happening. Jo's knees were gonna bleed and she didn't feel anything. -.-. I carried her to Mr.Damien for first aid kit. Teacher called me to join the others which meant that I'm running alone throughout this event. And Jo didn't even begin the race.

I jogged & jogged till I was a little tired. Skipped all the boring part. I was walking alone till I saw Pik Kuan. Walked with her after that, a companion or buddy. =D. FYI, mostly the teachers at the checkpoint thought I was gonna blackout any minute. Oh well, I must admit that my face is flaming red and I looked very pathetic. F3.

Yawns. Later that day, no teacher came in the class except Mr.Mani. We had lotsa free lessons till school's over. So, it's pretty mundane today.

P/S - I nearly fell down in the forest and no one there to pull me up.

P/P/S - Two parties on 27th & 28th. Open house and CNY!

127th.

2010-02-04T20:18:00.008+08:00

Scratch all the 'today was as usual'. Ms.Rupneet didn't attend for Biology today but she did on Physics that made the class so sad. When she stepped in the class, she started to confess her so-called feeling to us. Because someone in our class reported to Ms.Olive that she had been chit-chatting on the phone during classes. Maybe sometimes she did, but not every time. She was unhappy, alright? That somehow made me feel, ecstatic. (I'm not the one who report, it's the idiot in the class who thinks he's a genius).

As for Add.Maths, we did Quadratic Equations. It isn't that difficult right now, but it will sooner or later. Anyway, helped Jo with her Que. cards for Chemistry. I think she likes Chemistry, although she once said she loathed it. Hehe.

Ah, the assessment is due next week. I'm currently fretting now because I'm worried about my Science subjects and Accounting. Please don't fail, please don't fail! ><. I don't wanna know my exact marks, I just wanna know I get higher that two loser face.

To do so, I must sign out this instant and proceed with my work. Put my thinking cap, nerd glasses, lucky stationery, along with my dear brain.

P/S - I can't wait for tomorrow Cross Country!

126th.

2010-02-03T17:57:00.003+08:00

I'm dog-tired right now. Ugh, never mind. Cut the crap. So, I didn't went for the cross country rehearsal, but I'm definitely running for the annual one.

So, here's the items I'll bring along with me throughout the race:

Mobile fan. Just in case the weather get too hot.
Sodium chloride. Either I'll apply it on my leg or stuff it in my mouth. The ideal way of getting rid the bloodsuckers and rehydrate myself without the aid of water.
Chocolate. Just in case I'm lack of oxygen to breathe, I chew this instead.
Towel. Drape it around my neck to wipe all the sweats.
Sunblock. A small one will do. I need this badly as I'll get sunburn within 5 minutes. -.-.

Today, we watched Avatar. The beginning of the movie was kinda attractive, but it got boring later. Anyway, I lol-ed at some of the dialogues in the movie, I used to tease Jo. She seemed a little weary about not knowing who she had a crush on. No worry, the Love Doc is here to help!

Guy : The woman must also choose me.

Girl : She already has.

Guy : Words I said, stones my heart.

The day later were as usual. Sigh, signing off now.

P/S - I'm dreading for the 2 hours tuition later. I don't feel like going ><.

125th.

2010-02-02T19:36:00.004+08:00

I love this one. Stalkers, haha! Enlarge it, see how the blue sweater girl's eye color give the picture a real bliss!

First of all, before I start anything, let's mourn for the poor Haitians, shall we? =(. When I was having my dinner just now, I just flip through the newspaper and saw this articles about Haiti. So, I read on and on. I was intrigued by one of the people who said this 'God, you gave us life, but why do we have to deserve such tragedy?' Sad,huh?

Just because the country is poor, no other country is willing offer any financial help to them. Well, US once tried to, but 'cause of some political problems or some stupid gangs there who were unhappy of the decision, the operation was cancelled. And all of this is because of what? They are POOR! Hey, so what if they're poor? You people just don't give them a chance. Ever heard of no pain, no gain?

01/02/10

Nothing much today. One funny thing that amused me was during lunch break. Jo and I left RM2 each. I bought sandwiches, but I'm just not full. Jo still had left RM2, so we decided to go and buy something else. Since we left RM2, we have to be very wise of what to buy & fulfill our needs at the same time. (Economics, opportunity cost, hehe). So, we just stand there like two idiots, looking up at the banner or something, checking and deciding what to buy.

Me : 3 nuggets cost RM1.20. So, one for 40 cents. Whereas 5 fish ball cost

RM2.00. Nuggets are more reasonable.

Jo : Don't want la. Fish balls more full.

Me : Nuggets longer and bigger ma..

Jo : Kak, 5 fish balls.

Me : (-.-)

Maybe she was thinking that fish balls contain carbohydrates, fats and proteins, that's why. LOL. Anyway, the whole point is, we stood there for a long time. People might stared at us and think what the hell are we doing? Jo and I laughed so hard at ourselves. Aunties and momma. F3.

Today

P.E today was fun. Did relay again. The weird thing is, I really did run this time. From one point of the net to another net, which was around 1 meter? After that, we had Korean vs Malaysian relay. Malaysian won the first round, actually. But, Korean team did another time and they won. By the way, I was cheering behind like mad cow.

Cross country rehearsal is tomorrow. I wanted to run, just for the sake of seeing Surians. But Jo...she don't wanna run, and I'm left with no buddy to run with, so I gave up. Have to stay in class tomorrow with Mr.Govin, so it's gadget time! I was thinking to go wandering around the school.

P/S - Good luck to all runners participating for the cross country! Go! Go!

P/P/S - As I've said before, I'm soo into art. Gonna collect some art piece someday on eBay.

124th.

2010-01-30T20:52:00.005+08:00

Ew. After seeing the pancreas cells on the web just now, it almost made me puke 'cause it's so gruesome. Even in the school, after viewing it under the microscope, it's not that disgusting. Ugh, shivers ~

Oh well, after drawing the blood cells - WBCs, RBCs, plasma and platelets, I continued to do my Chemistry. Am I a epic retard or what? Up till now, I can't seem to understand the Position of the ions in electrochemical series. I know, ions at the lower electrochemical series will be discharged, but why the equation is still there, instead of the ions remain? -.-.

I wonder how bad I'm gonna screw this term..sigh. But, I definitely will not lose to that two losers in the class. I will make you say from 'EASY!I'm finish!' to 'WHAT THE HELL?I NEVER EXPECT THIS!' . And that idiot, I won't lend you my Chemistry book, calculate the bloody equations yourself. Fair and square. I spent a total of one hour forming that 4 equations and you are as if taking it for granted.

P/S - I'm addicted to Give You Hell by All American Rejects.

123th.

2010-01-29T18:35:00.002+08:00

Isn't it better if I don't reply? Isn't that the reason why I leave the computer for an hour? And look at the consequences after I had replied, a 'bye' is what I got.

For the first time in my life, I don't care.

For the first time in my life, I allowed my heart to shatter and take hold of me.

For the first time in my life, I am not who I am.

Need not elaborate what happened in school today as I've explained yesterday. So, we had to draw the cells after the practical today. Sucks.

122th.

2010-01-28T21:10:00.002+08:00

Bang. I'm dead. I just saw IGCSE Chinese First Language past year paper. It's so bloody difficult. Not as difficult like PMR, but it looked so scary to me. The papers mostly are all subjective, so we have to write. And my handwriting suck to the core, and you expect me to write -.-. Most of all, I did not take Chinese in PMR so I have not written a single piece of Chinese essay in uh, 3 years! I'm doomed for life ~

Anyway, having 6 periods of free lessons tomorrow. It's goddamn boring, alright! Wonder what books to bring tomorrow. Gonna examine red blood cells and all tomorrow during Biology. Ms.Rupneet said maybe she's gonna order rats for us to dissect so we can see all the organs inside. THIS. IS. SO. AWESOME.!.

121th.

2010-01-26T21:32:00.006+08:00

I felt so sleepy today. Like just now, when I was revising Biology Transport in Animals, I just go to my bed and dozed off. -_-'''.

Had a tired PE in the morning. We have to keep jogging and running and do relay, really worn us out. Anyway, Jo fell down and her knees bleed. Lucky she was still okay, or I have to walk like a grandma with her. Hee, just joking. JO, stop whining about the scars and the wounds. It will recovered within a month and your flawless legs will be back. So, no worry, just don't wear the short pants to malls like usual. F3.

After the bloody PE, the bastard called us to change to our uniforms and go for the prefect's interview. We're pretty shocked that we have to go for the bloody interview, what's worse was that we're stinking and expect us to be interviewed with sweaty & smelly physique.

I went after Jo. She took a long time and I took a long time sitting outside the staff room. People might think I'm under detention. Hell. Anyway, I almost fainted when I entered AVA room. I thought there was only one teacher interviewing us, but eventually, there's 4! Mr.Mike, Ms.Catherine, Mr.Ben and Mr Ali.

Mike and Ali were okay, they at least have a smile on their faces. Unlike the Mr Ben. I'm not sure of Catherine because I didn't even look at her. Mr Ben was sitting directly at my 12 o'clock, and he bloody put on the serious expression that scared the hell out of me. They asked questions like:

Why I wanna be prefect? (hello, it's not I, who volunteered -.-)
What's your weakness and strength, be honest. (I'm gonna be honest with the weakness :D )
Usually female prefect are harassed, if you were harassed, what would you do? (IDK)
If you saw a student being intimidated, what would you do? (LMAO and walks away)
Do you affect the environment, or the environment affects you? (Neutral)

Okay, so I answered with a lot of uhs, uhms. I don't think I'll pass the interview because I saw Mr.Ben ticking something on the paper, which I don't get lotsa ticks in mine. I saw Jo's had quite a lot.

In English class, did a short speech on Anti-Social Behavior. Ha, obviously I screwed it like what I always does. F3.

120th.

2010-01-25T22:44:00.000+08:00

This is what my day looked like today! TADA!

119th.

2010-01-23T14:05:00.003+08:00

I'm tuckered out. Just came back from the tuition. Ugh, the 2 hours of doing Proving Identities gonna drive me mad. I'm a little retard, you see? The formula was given there, and all we gotta do is to substitute into the answer, and I just don't understand why I can't simply do that. I stated out my working already, and I always got stuck at the last part 'cause I haven't insert the bloody formula. -.-.

Anyway, I'm reading If You Could See Me Now by Cecelia Ahern. Generally, to release my stress. It was a birthday gift from Jo. No, it was her sister who recommend her to give me this book. Okay, this book, is boring to me, sorry to say that. Fine, it's not my type of fiction novels. Anyhow, I'm craving for Dan Brown's novel, Deception Point. I once saw it when I went to Borders, but I thought better of it because I'm footing the bill of 5 person for sushi. Hell.

Planned to study for Economics later Chemistry or Bio. Either one, I don't care.

11th.

2010-01-21T21:34:00.003+08:00

Like what I had simply said to Jo today, I'll definitely blog today to mark today.

Sexymann offered his rice which was supposed to be his, to me. Nearly fainted F3.
My face grew so red and felt so hot after seeing so many gruesome things. People with short pants and hairy legs. Ugh, it made me shuddered.
I tried to be a little sane, still, it's an epic failure.

The first one made my day!

117th.

2010-01-20T23:26:00.002+08:00

All I could manage to say is a big :

WOW!

It concludes my day actually.

Wow! That I'd be doomed for my Chemistry because of the factors influencing the electrolysis.

Wow! That people are getting on my nerves and face problem made me almost barfed all my organs out.

Wow! That people can be so realistic these days.

116th.

2010-01-19T21:21:00.003+08:00

Ohmigod! I'm actually loving arts & photography now. Which is a little weird because I thought I'm always about science or numbers. Psycho me..

School was okay today. I got an accidental cut from my pen, that cut through the epidermis of my wrist. Bloody came gushing out, I am not surprised. Lucky that the room was cold so I won't feel the pain much. And hell, I'm lucky it didn't cut through the veins.

Oh jolly, tomorrow we'll be going to the lab to do food tests experiments. Not like we didn't tested it before, just it'll be more fun and detailed.

Revised Add.Maths & Economics today. I was testing myself in my accuracy in Add.Maths. Not satisfied with the results, really.

Man, you go through life, you try to be nice to people, you struggle to resist the urge to punch 'em in the face, and for what?

115th.

2010-01-18T17:59:00.003+08:00

I'm loaded with homework today. Physics, Maths, Add.Maths, and BM ..ugh..

Valentine's Day coming, CNY's coming, so are the assessment & Term 2 examination. Currently listening My Bloody Valentine by Tata Young. Great song, by the way.

So, this year Valentine falls on CNY, aye? I wonder if we get to celebrate CNY & Valentine in school xD. It would be so much fun!

You can't love what you don't know, yet according to Paul Valery: It would be impossible to `love' anyone or anything one knew completely. Love is directed towards what lies hidden in its object.

114th.

2010-01-17T22:45:00.003+08:00

Just a short & precise update for today.

It was my family photo-shooting day! My brother insisted that we take few photos of my sister's graduation photo because my father & brother were not in Australia when my sister graduated.

However, the regalia was different than my sister's original one because the it don't have the brown thingy on the shoulder that represents a dentist. Red for doctors. Anyway, we all dressed up smartly. I was wearing a green strapless dress & a white peep-toes platform heels. Because I wanna look a little formal in the photo, I wore a jacket hiding my bare arms and back.

So surprisingly, I actually smiled. For the first time in my life than I smiled at the camera without any people forcing me or try to make me laugh. After we're done, we selected few photos, a 20R photo to be put in the living room.

Went to take a look at my new house today, too. My eldest sister are planning to come back to Malaysia, maybe. So, I might share the room with her. I didn't complain anything, though. =).

It's like you were floating, and I was falling, but I didn't mind..Because I liked the view.

113th.

2010-01-15T21:28:00.002+08:00

Oh bloody hell. It's Friday and I got no homework. A little odd for a weekend without homework that is waiting for you impatiently in the bag.

Since I'm left with nothing to do, I might as well kill the time with blogging about the all-so-boring stuffs that happened today. Enjoy sleeping. :D.

Arrived at school at 8.10 sharp today. Cheerful as always as I entered the class, most people were sleeping as usual, Jo was doing her homework like forever. Put my bag down under the desk and took out my Biology. Jo faced problem doing her sine rule, so I helped her out.

Went to AVA room for the rest of the day because the aircond's compressor was spoiled. I copied the Biology - Animal Nutrition - Minerals in the whiteboard because Ms.Rupneet was busy doing the relief timetable for teachers. My hands got dirty, so gruesome that I wondered how teacher managed to survive without washing their hands. Yun Yi copied the rest, and my hands were numb, almost handicapped.

Had breakfast in the canteen. Jo and I tried to read our palms, just for the sake of fun.

English was usual. We read the text, highlight & jot down the meaning, blah blah blah. Have 3 free periods (Econs & Accounting) because Mr.Govin will be in late. Was downright boring. So, I drew a plan of my new bedroom (I'm shifting soon). Chemistry was before lunch and we learnt what is :

Electrolysis.
Electrolytes.
Electrodes.
Cathode and anode.
Cations and anions
Equation for electrolysis.

Was kinda confused with cathode/cation and anode/anions at first. Because the teacher explained something wrong that no one even noticed. Of course no one had noticed it, people were sleeping. Cathode is a negative electrode that attracts positive cations. Anode is a positive electrode that attracts negative anions. The teacher explained it the other way round, the diagram was wrong.

Lunch in the canteen. I nibbled at the food, I was a little moody, perhaps, I dunno. After lunch, was 3 period Mathematics til' 3p.m.. We learned cosine rule, which was pretty easy. The idiot was boasting. Guess what he'd said loudly?

Idiot: Argh, I did something wrong. I thought teacher said 7 to 16. Ugh, actually it's 11-16.

Never mind, I'd still be the first one to finish it.

[Rolled my eyes.]

Govin: I don't care you finished it first. No one cares! [teasing him, mockingly]

[Ha.Nice one, Govin. I winked at Jo]

At last, I'm the second to finish it in the class. That idiot was NOT the first! I presumed it was Jae-Sun. I was LMAO-ing so hardly that he said that to the whole class, and he failed to do that.

This sums up my day. :D. Nice dream, there?

P/S- I've promised I won't shed a tear. I wished I could have been that strong. Like you.